Bursting into Tears
So what I realized today was that: June is such a hard month ~~ I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THIS IS OVER!and how I came to realize...u'll see~ (and btw this is still post for monday lol~ <--at least I'm still on my monday althu it is literally tuesday)
So yes...JUNE = HARD MONTH:
Well, I was in my MD meeting today (for friends who don't know about AIESEC and how wonderful AIESEC is --- MD stands for Member development portfolio in AIESEC, a non-profit student-run super-fun [in both academic and non-academic ways] organization on campus) , and our lovely vice-president MD Sepi told us about the grouse grind she went to over the weekend as part of personal update...
She said it was fun, but at same time a super huge challenge...she said she literally burst into tears b/c of both how challenging it was and the satisfaction she derived from overcoming the challenge....
well....of course after hearing that....on one hand I rily feel like teaming up w/ the MD girls or friends in general to do some grouse grinding...
On the other hand, for a split second...a thought came to mind ---- I feel like I am Grouse grinding (althu not literally) right now right at this moment for the month of June~
It feels like the end of June resides on the top of that mountain...and I have to accomplish all kinds of tasks and endure all types of challenges such as midterms + presentation + reports+ homework + coop and bol I + club events + wrk just to get there. It feels like I'm presently at the bottom of the mountain looking up, so scared of what's to come that I'm gonna burst into tears....like Sepi who really did. But yeah I guess at I just have to face this , expand my limits and make it there...I mean afterall this isn't grouse grinding where I would have a choice of not to go.....*sigh* <--- lol~friends treasure this moment...it is very rare that Lucy is pessimistic and cynical ~~
But yeah..that's my reflection on grouse grinding althu I've never literally been there....(but definitely wanto go sometimes after June!) Oman...I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS MONTH TO BE OVER!!
Last but not least ..thx lots to all my friends who're here to support me and making sure I don't break down (special thx to Nancy today for all the encouragements today ^.^)
Yapyap~ and thx to Danny for awesomely linking me to his blog~~ I'll definitely do so when I figure out how >.< (Danny...u knw my computer skills...)
I hope I'll get to post tomorrow >.< ....(which means I have to have finished all my studying for Sociology midterm on Wednesday....does this sound like a realisitc goal? I certainly hope so...)
posted by Lulu @ 1:45 AM
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