Fantasie Impromptu

Rain - (Fanmake) Because Of You

hehe...can't believe 4 yrs later..i'm still RAIN's fan =)...
yes, I'm being stupid but he's just too cute!

posted by Lulu @ 9:07 PM 0 Comments

Jolin - Kiss

yah~ i finally used Kat's cd..and the result is addiction to mandarin songs finally lol =D

posted by Lulu @ 8:59 PM 0 Comments

Best Dance from ''Save the last Dance''

omine~ i knw this movie is from such a long time ago...
but ..i was just watching it tonite...or at least my fav prt...
and here...
I wish i can dance like this lol~

posted by Lulu @ 11:33 PM 1 Comments

I'll Do It ANYWAZ: challenge my world view!

Wutever to TA hrs...I can attend a bit later (but I will attend thu lol~)

I really wanto share my reflections abt one of the SFU gallery photo exhibition sometime ago...(I always meant to blog abt this...but never did...)

Unfortunately I don't even remember what was the name of the photographer >.< (since it's been such a while) I only remembered him as being quite famous in U.S. (New York etc.)

To say the truth...I don't know how everyone feel abt SFU gallery. I personally heart it quite lots =). I walk in once in a while (often sipping on my tea or orange juice -- just to release stress and shelter myself for a moment from the outside world)...and so that day (after a midterm I believe), I notice there's a photo exhibition (& hope everyone knws ...I love photography..thu I have no talent myself lol~)..I walked in, expecting it to be some rily rily pretty scenery photos of New York (was it? I can't remember the exact location that was portrayed in the photos actually..)

To my surprise, it really wasn't pretty scenes...but more of a moment capture of diff ppl's lives of the city. The first photo near the entrance started w/ a exotic kiss from Marilyn Monroe in the streets of New York (Now I'm pretty sure it is New York lol...I think this is the rather famous photo that most ppl have seen sometimes at malls/on posters and tvs sometimes in their life). This photo really lured me into the gallery, thinking the exhibition will be all pretty ....

The next photo that followed was focused on a loving kiss between a couple amongst the crowd of people watching fireworx. The blooming of fireworx, brightening the sky, created a huge contrast yet harmony with the kissing couple. The picture was sweet altogether. The photos which followed start to look different: one w/ a firetruck and a group of firemen putting out an apartment fire, one w/ ppl in the streets breaking into fight, one w/ ppl in the streets asking for change, one w/ a circus performer sleeping in a crowded rest area(?) and much more.. These photos in a way frightened/shocked me, being so different from the kissing photos...

After walking around the gallery again and again, I stopped by to read the commentary section from the photographer. Though I do not remember every words from the commentary, but this I remembered and still do vividly....as the photographer said something like this, "I love New York in a way no one can understand. It is a city where a night can begin with a kiss at one place and somewhere in another part of the city, there are people experiencing an entirely diff life...."

After reading the commentary, I made lots of reflection abt life (what it means for me and for everyone else in this world...) It made me felt lucky to be where I am in this city instead of some other parts of the city. It made me hold gratitudes for many things! ....For real, the trip in the gallery was like an eye-opener for me! I'd say it's like a personal "challenge ur world-view session" lol~

Haha~ now I rily need to find my TA lol~ ciao =)

posted by Lulu @ 2:34 PM 1 Comments

Stripped Equilbrium

Finally a post ...and most likely going to be abt random thoughts I've been having as of today :)

So as everyone knw (mostly everyone...due to facebook and my frequent chats w/ ppl..) my life has been in complete chaos in the past weeks (or months..let's just say..)...many things (from Career Days, to conference..to coop....to work...to BASS/BMP...to school...to family and friends..) passed by...each giving me random thoughts and experiences....
and now the more I think of it and abt why my life has been in such a chaos is b/c..I've been missing something along (ever since last semester) --- Bible Study & more of this building relationship and restoring inner peace through my belief in Christ!

I don't think I've ever talked to any of my friends or even my family (w/ the exception of my mom who is equally or even more devoted than me) abt my belief, mainly b/c I'm just not a preaching type of person who can open so easily abt these what i consider rather personal matters......But yes, as you all know now...I am a devoted Christian (or I would like to be)...and why I say so....will be explained =)

As I have said...throughout the summer 4 months semester, my life somewhat slipped into its chaotic ways....there's just so much stuff happening at school/at work/at clubs/with family & friends.....just face it..I've been stressed out and in general falling behind in everything....
Attending WRC has made some part of it better :D ...but I'd have to say...it only restored my love for AIESEC and not my entire lifestyle...
But w/ the beginning of bible study this semester...(since last week rily)..I've calmed down lots and once again in controll of my life (or should I say ..I stripped off and submitted the burden of my life and everything once again in Lord's care and grace ^_^). This is really an experience: though I'm not quite catched up completely yet, but confidence/sense of direction/optimism are re-emerging! This is when I realized how important restoring my relationship w/ Christ has been to me!

I know I may sound geeky at times saying this, but at every Bible Study I am able to emotionally and mentally strip myself (funny word to use eh *wink*....the word just popped up in my mind at Bible Study today when I thought abt my emotional/mental state of being at the time as compared to Christina Aguilera's album...and really figure this is the best word to describe my feelings lol~). At every Bible Study, I am able to restore inner peace, reflect on my life (not just my goals or where I am at....also on my personal and some ethical values and of course everything else). At every Bible Study, I am able to look at where I am at...where I have to go, and often grow this constant awareness that Christ is always here w/ me in every step of my life..and there's nothing to worry abt. It is always at every Bible Study, I realize every step/opportunity I take in life ..it is my responsibility that I do it (best) to glorify Him.

And it is w/ this inner stability I'd say that I wish everyone who knws me (or readers of this blog) to find the same wellness in their lives =) (maybe not thru the same reasons/means..but I still wish the best to all~)

O man..I still rily wanna ramble on abt some thoughts I've had while I was at SFU art gallery 2 semesters ago...or one semester ( I can't remember lol~)...but pooey..I'd have to leave it till later as I am visiting my Econ TA very soon :(

posted by Lulu @ 1:52 PM 0 Comments