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November 30, 2006

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

omg...i'm suppose to prep for vp seletion =S..

anyway...recently addicted song..=D!
(i think i'm a lil overwrking myself w/ the vp thing...so nervous ahh!!!)

posted by Lulu @ 10:04 PM 0 Comments

November 28, 2006

Let's write something!

Yes, let's write something before I rily hav to write something (paper-wise...) =P

Life has been fun + busy...
Yet, i'd hav to say first (as me and kat discussed).....last semester I thought it would hav been the worst eever....but it turns out -- this semester is by far worse than last one lol! Funny I can still laugh abt this....
The thing is....last semester at least I somewhat cared abt what I was doing.....and this semester I cant even put my mind to do anything!

Anyhow...enough abt that..
weekend was fun =)
Friday outing w/ Nancy -- WOOT! Thanks Nancy hun for the awesome night!! (lol~ wish we shopped more thu instead of just window-shopping =D Next time, we'll shop first and eat hehe!)
Saturday nite -- @ mentorship social....another awesome moment!! (Thanks lots to Aaron & Aaron's dad for this one =) )
Monday slept-in b/c school was closed due to snow =D

SNOW LOVING ! SNOW HEARTING!!!! NOW & FOREVER!!

*sigh* to come....
I seem to hav 4 exams, 1 assignment & 3 more papers due.....this is awful >.<
man....how come they just like to pop up from nowhere!! they rily did!!!

oh...and co-op orientation.....a lot of emails to reply....and some other reports to finish up this semester...
hehe~ and I havent mentioned...@ VP Selection which was postponed to this Friday....still excite/anxious all at the same time!!!

But I just can't wait till winter vac's here thu =) X-mas + NC
I've already got some plans going in mind....
1) a gathering w/ my proteges for BMP
2) hangin out w/ Kat and the old crew..and of course Lizzie 's coming bac!
3) shopping trip w/ Nana & Ivy and the old crew
4) wrk
5) lots of rest/exercise!

*wow~ so much shopping trips.....and haha I was just making up a shopping list today =)*

ANYHOW...VERY VERY LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE BREAK!!

posted by Lulu @ 9:46 PM 1 Comments

November 22, 2006

Mika Nakashima - Yuki no Hana [PV]

yesyes....it's my angst for snow now a days lol~

why can't it just snow =(

posted by Lulu @ 4:59 AM 0 Comments

MISIA SNOWSONG(PV)

omg...this is just so cute...!!
wut a cute/sweet snow monster...it's like not a monster at all lol~

anyhow...one of my fav songs in winter.....i wish it snows soon =(

posted by Lulu @ 4:56 AM 0 Comments

November 15, 2006

Phewww!!

Wow...I just finished my music paper on the dot of the due time/date!
Okay ...in the next 1 &1/2 hr...I'm off to starting 272 paper....
Gosh...wen is this week going to end >.<

However, I hav to thank my friends and my family for supporting me =)
...especially those who encouraged me so much and those who accompanied me thru my sleep-deprived paper nite lol~ (namely to Imogen, Kat, Rahim ^___^: Thanks lots!)

posted by Lulu @ 12:10 PM 1 Comments

November 13, 2006

Futari de...Koda Kumi

I'm rily rily doing econ rite now....
but just gotta post this...
she's the person who inspired me to actually go buy skinny jeans lol~

posted by Lulu @ 11:04 PM 0 Comments

Tears Tonite!

tonite i watched a movie w/ my family (well more like my mom wanted to show me and my sis that movie)!....it's abt a Spanish mom & her daughter moving and adapting to U.S. life....
in a way the movie reminded me of me & my mother and us adapting to life in Canada....

not too long ago (well Friday nite), me and my mom got into somewhat of an argument (thu it's not totally that...b/c I rarely speak a word when we dispute and argument is more both sided)....the argument was abt me getting home late & drinking...

In my view...I can clearly see why she's mad.....she's mad b/c she cares (she cares if I got in danger...she cares like every mom would for her daughter...she cares like I would if I had a daughter)
I can clearly see why it's hard for her to understand, why I didn't choose to explain to her instead of keeping silent.....
b/c when she was young..driking wasn't part of partying/socializing.....it would be almost useless for me to tell her no club in our school or any uni does not drink at parties.....
it was hard to tell her that I understand how dangerous it is for me to be alone out at nite in the street.....and so hard to let her knw I hav to do this sooner or later in my life....
and even more than that ....it's so hard to let her understand that she has always been my model that I look up to despite that reality I hav to be diff from her in some way.....simply b/c I adapt to Canadian life differently than her b/c of my age and where I grow up....

Watching the movie (really her making us watch the movie), I felt rily sad....b/c I knw what she is trying to tell me b/c I just dunno how to tell her w/o hurting her the fact that "I wanto be like you mom, but I am diff from you....."

It's so hard so hard.....and I rily should just step out of my comfort zone....I rily just should.....

posted by Lulu @ 1:40 AM 0 Comments

November 9, 2006

In my bed MV - Bi Rain

ahhh~~ RAIN!!! ahhh~~ HOT!!!

Yes...I wanto see this RAIN!! --> not the stupid rainy weather of Vancouver...
Thank goodness, today's sunny lol~

BUT STIL..., I WANT TO SEE RAIN!!!

posted by Lulu @ 1:28 PM 3 Comments

November 8, 2006

Conversation

hehe~ busy week ...busy busy recently :) but I can still spare sometime to update my blog (thu I rily shouldnt thu *hehe*)
So this is gonna be a random post!! (like me rily~~)

*News*
1) Lots of assignments/school stuff due next week!!

2) Lots of hanging out w/ friends this month (I ENJOY! YEAH!)

3) I bought a new purse from ----- ALDO!! (I made the sales person gave me a discount *hehe* + a large WOOT to my negotiating skills!!)

4) But so comes w/ above...I'm rily rily broke...to the point I've taken in ppl's advice abt not taking my debit card around no more.......<--- this is wise!!!

5) I'm doing yoga before I sleep now ---> another big WOOT!!

6) After not sleeping at all on Sunday nite trying to finish a paper, I've been sleeping earlier for the past two days (not yet a woot lol~ ...but if this continues, then my life is rily back on track!!)

7) So in general, I'm happy so far w/ the catching up on hw & at the same time arranged outings w/ friends = very balanced life style (for now~~ happy !!)

*Conversation*
This is one superb but random thing I've thought abt today...... ====> ME & MY SIS RILY HAV INTERSTING CONVERSATIONS!!!

One thing she mentioned today (while watchign a commercial for tv show called 3lbs): "Maybe next time I gain weights I can tell myself that it's b/c I'm gaining brain cells!" ---> my face: 0____0

One thing I mentioned today in the car on our way for a flu shot (from last X-Mas Bell Mobility Commercial): "I'm the ghost of the Christmas past.....this yr you will get ur wife ...a car phone...uhhhh ahhhh!!!" & she would continue "You know we have TV phones now??" & I say "But it comes w/ a shoulder strap uhhhhh ahhhhhh!!!" -----> our parents' face: 0_____0

I said to her (while watching America's Next Top Model): "Tyra Banks looks fat" & she replies "yeah, she's turning into Queen Latifa!" ----> we laugh...

I said to her (a scene from Matt Damon's movie tonight ..right after America's Next Top Model): "I smell ice cream" she replies " you hav a tart stuck out of ur head...u dumb shit " ---> we laugh on the grounds XD

So yes...we do hav amazing conversations!!! (by amazing i meant stupid lol~)

posted by Lulu @ 10:34 PM 0 Comments

November 3, 2006

楊丞琳-乖不乖

hehe I love this song too!!
(yes, I knw it's super late..but I'm warming up to my karaoki for Saturday haha~)
But yes..this song is very me...not just the song...the lyrics too tee hee!!

posted by Lulu @ 1:41 AM 0 Comments

November 2, 2006

Delgados - Coming In from the Cold

hehe the "Catherine the Great" mite take a longer to think/type/share....and seeing I'm suppose to sleep soon...maybe it's not a good idea lol~ I'll just hav to leave it chill a bit..and post it later ^.^

Now to share is one song I've been addicted to recently....I dunno why I actually received this song sometimes ago...Upon receiving, I liked it: it almost feel like I can see the starts of the hustle and bustle of (London) city street corner as the early morning sun pierce thru the morning dew and fog....In the corner, there's a coffee shop where the entering customers are gradually beginning to line up for an early morning doze... A pedestrian walks by....A distant horn honks...Yes, I enjoyed the song b/c of the image it brings, but it wasn't enough to make me addicted...

What got me addicted now....is rily the words "Coming in from the cold...". Probably b/c I've been freezing recently (literally freezing...in fact just 2 hrs ago, I got a bruise for no reason on both of my palms ...just underneath my thumb ...and my argument was that my veins are a bit too weak in this cold weather that the slightest pressure could fracture them and cause bruises!) Anyhow...I think it's b/c of the weather that made me somewhat personally experience the feeling of "Coming in from the cold"!!! And most likely one day, this song randomly began playing on my ipod.....these words totally captured me!! And then I got addicted haha!!

** Below is the lyrics to the song....haha in a way...after rily reading it....I find it somewhat melacholy....but I still like a few phrases =)

Lyrics:

Step inside
A better dream job you could never find
A set of keys and bottles heaven wide
Find yourself a seat and settle in for the ride

Raise your glass
We’re going to drink now till the summer’s past
So bring the hats out we all need a laugh
And let the neighbours talk then make sure you lose them
We can

*Chorus*Try for the right kind of life
I only wish that you’d had a chance to decide
Have a look around you there’s no-one there
How can you call this fair

Not to blame
No-one’s telling you you’re not to blame
Things around they just don’t feel the same
And I don’t recognise this person that still remains

Settle down
I really hope that you can settle down
Take your tent and trailer out of town
We’ll find a place to roam where you could escape to
We can

*Chorus*

*Bridge*Everybody's waiting for the big surprise
But nobody will notice when it does arrive
So send it on

Try for the right kind of life
I only wish that you’d had a chance to decide
Have a look around you there’s no-one there
How can you call this fair
We’re coming in from the cold
And everybody’s searching for someone to hold
Have a look around you there’s no-one there
How can you call this fair

posted by Lulu @ 1:02 AM 0 Comments

That Little Girl!

I think this post will make more sense if I talk abt Catherine the Great first lol~ but o well...
And so.....probably due to all those BUS272 assessments I've been doing & of cours, AIESEC's Challeng Ur World View session & some chinese aricles/proses I've been reading....I've been thinking abt myself today (Oct.31/06)......as a 19yr old girl..what hav I accomplished?...did I accomplish all I've wanted to accomplish?....wut's in store for the future?...how do I get there?......how will all these impact the world?....how do I fit in terms of my goals and other ppl?...how do I fit in society in relation to other ppl?....is all these what I rily want?...do I have any regrets?......

It turns out....in a way, I am somewhat satisfied w/ what I hav now...and somewhat knw where I am heading for the future and my impact on the world and ppl around me.....
Yet, in a way...thu I usually say I have no regrets...I knw that is not true.....b/c unconsciously I still dun wanto grow up!! (haha how I knw?! *wink*...dun laugh at me on this......I still hug my stuff animals *muahaha*--- wen I walk around my house!!!)

And so, this is why this post's title is "That Little Girl"! I still hav that little girl in me....and for somehow I knw - I can never get rid of it! Thu in the future, I may not be hugging stuff animals....or even I may accomplish lots in my life.....it is so likely this girl will appear once in awhile just to let me knw that she's still there!! What's more....I dun even knw if I should get rid of it lol!

However, after chatting w/ Kat & my family.....I felt much better knwing that I'm not the only person who doesnt wanto grow up lol~ Yes, at least I'm not alone in this haha~ Thx lots to Kat & my family!

I would rily wanna post some picture from a comic, but I don't knw why blogspot dun seem to let me =S The comic has this picture of a lil girl talking to her white stuff bunny ....both of them sitting on a super long staircase in the forest!! Well yes...it's my msn display pic rite now! This pic just amazes me so much, b/c upon seeing it .....my first impression was "OMINE! THAT'S ME!!!" and so yeah ......stupid blogspot haha~~ hope I can correct it soon!

posted by Lulu @ 12:41 AM 0 Comments

Halloween!

For some reason, this Halloween is special...or at least is meant to be special...
Over the past week...(and as I've complained quite alot as some my friends mite have experienced....) I've been very excited/anxious/anticipat-ed as to what to do for Halloween. I guess the reason is I haven't celebrated Halloween for 3-4 yrs. I literally cannot remember when is the last time I went out treat-or-trick-ing. I've never done fireworx before (& rily wanna try). I've never been to a Halloween house party...and so on and so on...

This Halloween I rily wanted to do something instead of chilling w/ my textbooks =S But my hopes for "doing something" this Halloween was soon crashed when in the morning I realized that once again....I HAVE NO PLAN!! (but funny...I was stilll pretty excited and jumping up and down in the morning haha)
And of course, there is never only one bad news....always more, as later I learned that I got very bad on my Econ midterm....

However, I guess wen a person is pushed to a super depressed stage....some chemical w/in their body starts to make them act crazy...and feel happy! (lol~ i knw this is one weird theory...and maybe I'm just weird..b/c this happens to me! Wenever I am way too depressed...I appear way too happy or in somewhat of an ecstatic crazy jumpy state!! )

And so I was in this ecstatic state on Halloween...and in a way, it is a good thing..at least it allows me to look at situation in a more optimistic way lol~ Several things brightened my day here and there...amonst them were AIESEC Faci-roll -call song, RAIN, good food etc. lol~ But the thing that really brighten my day was the group of lovely kids treat-or-trick-ing in MBC !!

Omine~ They were all dressed up in different animal or cute suits in general. It's so enjoying watching little bear, little monkey, little bird so on and so on pass by!! My favourite got to be that little pumpkin sitting in the baby carriage! Furry round and orange....entirely make me wanto hug it!! (thu I'll probably freak him/her out and make him/her cry haha) And what's more, this little pumpkin had entirely no idea wut he/she's doing, and basically stared at us w/ his/her huge brown eyes!!! JUST AMAZINGLY CUTE!!!

Thu I have to say...I'm not a typical kid lover (as even my family agrees w/ me on this...wen in comparison to them haha), but I guess it's the fact that these kids are dressed in furry suits which makes them look like stuff animals that rily made me "awwwww-ing" this entire time (& mainly kept my mind off the fact that I'm not having a superb day haha)!!!

Hehe, as of now....I'm still pretty happy...no more regrets for Halloween!! Though I didn't party or celebrate it myself....but the day was highlited wen I saw those cute stuff-animal-like kids hehe!!

posted by Lulu @ 12:05 AM 0 Comments

LONGEST EVER!

I swear this will be the longest post ever....considering I got so much ideas to write about, and interstingly they all came from yesterday lol~

1) Halloween!
2) That little girl...
3) Catherine the Great.
4) Coming in from the cold...

Hang-in there & dun get too bored lol~

posted by Lulu @ 12:00 AM 0 Comments